Adam Has a Podcast Episode 19; Radiation

*intro* I'm watching American Dad right now, and I'm watching the episode where Roger landed in Roswell, New Mexico, in, like, 1947. And I'm at the part in the episode where he lost part of his ship and it's like a radiation core or something. And some random dude found it and he's like, I hear divorce o' God, and he's suffering from obviously radiation sickness. But that made me wonder, does radiation sickness cause hallucination? So I paused it and I went to Google it and not only does radiation poisoning cause hallucinations, it's actually like one of the tenant symptoms of radiation poisoning. Radiation poisoning is broken down into five stages, stage one, stage two, stage three stages, stage four, and then stage five is death. Stage three is hallucinations. And this got me pretty interested, so I started reading more and more into it. And I found out that non ionizing radiation has been recorded or observed in triggering schizophrenia in those who are predisposed to it and non-onizing radiation causes schizophrenia like symptoms in those not predisposed to it That's crazy on a couple of few levels. I'm just going to start out with the most obvious one. Dude, you could make a crazy gun. You could just make a crazy gun and point it at people and woo- they're crazy now. That makes me wonder, oh my God, this has been like a thing known for a while now. They probably already have a crazy gun. I wonder how many people they're using the crazy gun on. And sometimes when I feel kind of crazy, dude, it feels like a pressure or like a wave or something. And I wonder if that is like a wave of some kind of radiation, whether it's some kind of radiation we can detect and I just don't have the detector or it's something that we haven't been able to really pin down yet, that like moves as a wave throughout the earth affecting people's emotions because I I noticed a lot of people feel similarly on the same days, even though they might not be near each other. It's just like a like a function of the earth where it's kind of regulating our emotions maybe through frequencies and radiation. But then we have the other side of the coin. We have crazyrazy gun, but then we also have, oh, dude, is't that like verifiable proof that our brains run off of a type of radiation? We know our brains emit waves and things like that. And all of these things can be scientifically backed up with data like your brain is electric and things like that. But I mean on a very simplified level if radiation can have such a negative effect on your nervous systems operations and your brain's ability to actually work then doesn't that mean that manipulating radiation and controlling it is a function of the brain? I mean like call me out if we're getting a little woo woo here, but I think that that is a pretty obvious one plus one equals two. We all know 1 plus one or always is equal to. You might have I have one set of five and one set of 10. And when I have my one set of five plus my one set of 10, that's 15, whole equal parts with only two sets. Yeah, fuck, fuck you.. That aside, this is like one of those very obvious. Oh, wow, that is one plus one equals two. If radiation can have such a negative effect on the brain, that totally means that our brains are harnessing radiation some way to create thoughts. So, if our brains are harnessing radiation in some way to create thoughts and things like that, then it would be suffice to say that there is maybe some kind of wave of radiation traveling throughout the earth. Maybe there's multiple waves. Maybe there's all different kinds of waves constantly traveling through the earth. And, you know, maybe some people only pick up, you know, like a wave from 100 to 200 gigahertz. And other people can only pick up waves from like 150 to 300 gigahertz. Maybe just everybody's body's different, so we all receive the signals at different times or in different ways, but it is all just the same signal that's driving emotion as a whole. I don't know. People oftentimes separate logic and emotion, but I feel like you can't have one without the other. And I know oftentimes, logic and emotion, like, conflict with each other. But those times only really stick out, because they're the bad times, you know, those are the difficult times, so they they stick out. You never really concentrate on the times that the two coalesce, because things just go so easy. You don't really focus on it and you just boom, boom, bing, boom onto the next thing. You don't really spend too much time on it trying to you know, overanalyze it because, you know, everything went easy. There's nothing really to overanalyze. which I think is is kind of a good way to approach things as an overanalyzer. It's just realizing at the end of the day, like, there's nothing, this is pretty cut and dry. There's nothing to really overanalyze here. And sometimes if you get a feeling that's like a gut feeling and you can't apply any outward logic to it beforehand, but then you kind of go through the scenario that gave you that gut feeling. Oftentimes you have that hindsight logic that you're like, whoa, that's why I had that feeling. And sometimes you kind of totally defy that feeling and you act in defiance of it and you do whatever you want to do. And then you find out, oh man, I should have listened to my gut, you know? Should have listened to myself. How many of you have had those times where you got fuck, I knew better. I just still did it anyways. I think that's just part of being human. We all have those things that, you know, we might have known me better, but we just did it anyways. And that's that's that radiation, though, you know, kind of pushing you, pulling you around kind of manipulating you in a way. If it's a function of nature, you can't really necessarily say manipulation and if it is a function that corroborates your free will, can't really say it's manipulating you. You know, if if the radiation wave is that thing that gives you free will, then how is that radiation wave manipulating you? You know what I mean? If it's telling you, you can do anything. But sometimes I am told I could, you can do anything. And then suddenly my brain's like, fuck, what is anything? I don't know what fucking shit is anymore. because because there's so much everything just gets so overwhelmed with all those the different kinds of options. You got too much radiation running around inside of your brain, bouncing around. Sometimes, like, thinking about it is radiation and things like that is really interesting because sometimes if I'm thinking really hard, my head gets hot. My ears start to get really hot because there's a lot of extra blood flow going to my brain because I'm thinking real hard. And I never really think about that because thinking is one of those things you're not lifting a weight or really doing anything with your body, not really moving around, but you're still spending energy, and you're spending more energy than if you were working out sometimes, which I think is really funny. Like the computational power of your brain puts such a caloric draw on things that you could be benching and be sp spending the same amount of energy because you when you're benching, you're isolating your pectoral muscles, so you're only really spending a fraction of the amount of energy that you would use, say, if you were full body sprinting, I don't know, even that. Full body workouts are kind of a hard thing sometimes. That's why a lot of bodybuilders and people like that will break it up into days because if you do a full body day, you're going to be working out for a really long fucking time, first off. And second off,, if you're not used to it, it'd be sore as fuck the next day. Your whole body is going to be sore all over. And if you're not used to it here, you're just getting into working out, then having an isolated muscle group be sore is a lot more easy to manage than just like feeling all over sore all over your body. But yeah, radiating pain caused by working out. We're trying to shift it back to radiation now. There's like a lot of different kinds of emotions you can feel. And Buddhism, I always say this, they say you have 108 emotions that are derived out of your senses and whether things have happened in the past, present, or future, and if they are internally or externally generated that, all of that multiplies together and equals like 108 feelings. So at that at the bare minimum, there's 108 different types of radiation. You know, if feelings are a type of radiation, then there's different types of radiation. Just off the bat, just quick fucking maths, dude. And like I said, sometimes you've got like a lot of stuff bouncing around your brain, maybe that's a lot of radiation. Um. But you got to also think about it too. Okay, there's two different ways to think about it. One, I'm going to go completely. Well, like, everything's giving off radiation nowadays, dude. There's, like, no escaping it. Like, your computers, your TVs, your phones, your wires in your walls are giving off radiation and you're constantly absorbing that radiation. And if the like kind of radiation that they're given off doesn't, like really equate to positiveitive, happy moods. You're going to get a whole society filled with negative people and where are we right now in a society filled with a whole lot of people predisposed to thinking negatively and we're all just like, well, why do we even think negatively? Some people don't even really think about it of like, well, where the fuck did this thought even come from? Shit, dude. It's come from the wires in your walls. That really makes me think, like, when schizophrenics say it's in my walls, are they just really, really, really in tune to receiving radiation and then pointing it out and being like the Y they don't have the words or the logic to put it together and say, hey, the wires in my walls, I can hear them vibrating. And if you say that to a normal person, they're going to be like, you're fucking schizophrenic. But literally, though, those wires in your walls are vibrating. It's just that fucking person that you went to and said, hey, it's really bothering me that I can always hear these wires vibrating in the walls. It just so happens that that person can't fucking hear the wires vibrating in the walls. And it's just like there's so few people that can hear the wires vibrating in the walls and have the wherewithal and the logic to put it together that you just end up fucking making up a title for it, like that guy's just schizophrenic and then writing it off. And that's where I said earlier, like, it's it really is just, like, cut and dry. Like, seeing the effects that radiation have on the mic and then drawing the conclusion that the mind operates off of some form of radiation and emotions and logic and thoughts all just must be some kind of radiation. How many times can I say the word radiation before starts to sound weird? It's's starting to sound weird to me now, but if we push on, we radiate through. I don't know. But the entire field, it's far more interesting than a couple Googles can just get you through, you know? It's, like I said, one of those things that people don't really know, like, I didn't even know that there were stages to radiation poisoning. I thought you just had radiation poisoning. I thought if you died from radiation poison, it was just, you died from radiation poisoning, not. oh, yeah, he died from stage five. Radiation poisoning. Oh, you're at stage one. I didn't know that there were different levels to radiation poisoning. And maybe at that same token, maybe I just don't know that, yeah, emotions are radiation. They are a vibrating wavelength of light that we can't see, but are constantly interacting with it all the time. I kind of like brings me into like the woo woo metaphaphysical thing. Like I said earlier, when you get that feeling in your stomach, you just have no logical explanation for why you have that feeling in your stomach, you just know that you should listen to that feeling and then you listen to it and you're like, wow, that that's good. I listened to that feeling.. Where does that originate from? Your, like, higher consciousness? Or is it that that wave that's already here? It's just you're the antenna for channeling it, but why would the wave already be there? Is consciousness like a function of the earth? That's me right now. I'm just I was watching American dad and you know whatever possessed Seth McFarleyarlane to write that joke in that way that included that fact about radiation poisoning triggered me to wonder more about radiation poisoning, which then made me, you know, have this slew of realizations which then made me want to talk about it, which then, you know, brought me to here. And that that was me following that gut instinct, because I recorded a little Snapchat video about it, but I was like, dude, the Snapchat video as long as fuck. I already know that people ain't got fucking attention spans for shit. I like doing the podcast, so I'm going to do the podcast and actually have fun with it. And I'm not going to like open myself up to the disappointment of like sending this to a bunch of people and then like none of them reply in the way that I want them to reply. I can just have my fun now. I can just talk all my thoughts out. I can come to my own conclusions and it can all be wrapped up in a pretty little bow, which is this little podcast that I'm doing on radiation rather than having it end in a bunch of open-ended feelings and people that don't want to respond. And that's like when you talk about emotions being radiation, it feels like I'm stuck in this certain like 100, 200 gigahertz range. But I'm trying to be in like the 300 gigahertz range or whatever. This is arbitrary numbers. I'm just trying to put some kind of word on it so I can convey the thought. So I can kind of convey the radiation that which I'm feeling. That's where I'm like, yo, sometimes you get those feelings that you just can't put words on, that's that radiation. It's like pushing you to come up with better words a little bit, giving you a really complex feeling so you could come up with a really complex answer to what that radiation is but yeah, it feels like I'm trying to harness a different kind of energy, a different level of radiation. And I have to go through like these certain learning curves, like, you know, don't bother people by sending them fucking 10,000 snaps in a row, uh save all your good thoughts up and put them in a podcast. You know, that also goes back on me. Don't waste all your energy, you know, recording a video and then what? You have to go re-record it again for the podcast, dude, just record the podcast and then, you know, you can release the video. Since I already have the video now, I can release the video now and be like, go listen to my podcast later. um But I need to change that like automatic response from like immediately wanting to grab my phone and go on Snapchat to immediately grab the recorder and just start rambling, because it's kind of fun when you get those things that they are like, well I'm watching TV, but then I'm suddenly down this semi- rabbit hole, but it's not this one's not really a rabbit hole because it's kind of like one of those facts that's just right in front of your face the entire time and you just never put two and two together. Because it's just like... It's just so obvious to some people that it's not worth sharing to others, you know. I see that happens a lot in certain like niches of knowledge. A lot of people in the niche will know a person particular fact because that particular fact is used in all of the like introductory introductory classes to the niche. But everybody outside of the niche doesn't even know that fact. And right now I'm not fucking spouting out of any specific facts because I can't remember. I don't know any. I'm not in any of those niches that knows his specific fact that's only known to that niche. And if I was, I wouldn't really know about it because I'm in that niche and I don't know what you don't know. I only know what I don't know and what I do know. And sometimes I don't even know what I don't know and I don't even know what I do know. Just like how you always say like, man, emotions are vibrations, but nobody can ever really like, you don't have any concrete facts that um Fuck. Yeah. They actually do. Radiation poisoning can trigger schizophrenia. So that means that schizophreniaic people must be genetically predisposed to picking up radiation signals. And that also means that, you know, all other emotions, maybe all other mental afflictions, might be caused by some kind of electrical charge imbalance, or something. It is caused by an imbalance of electrical charges because they they put a fancy name on serotonin, so you think of it as serotonin, but serotonin is really just a cluster of differently charged atoms in a certain shape, so it performs a function, but it is really just a ball of charge. That's all that serotonin is. It's just a little tiny speck of charge. It's just structured in a particular way that it carries a certain particular charge, but they were able to isolate it and you know, ident identify it and look at it under a microscope. I don't know if they looked at it under a microscope. But they were able to, you know, hypothesize about it and they thingified it. So now, when you think of, like depression, you're like, well, you just need more serotonin, you know, take some SSRIs or something like that. Instead of like, oh, dude, you need better radiation. Go out into the sun. Go out into the woods and go for a walk, you know, you need to get away from the radiation of the city that you live in or you need to, you know, or not even the city, just the electrical lines that you might be around. You need to go out and take a walk in the woods. And oftentimes people say a walk helps them way more than anything else they've tried. It's just like taking that time for yourself and just trying to get away from everything really does help because you really are get away from all those extra signals that are might be filling up your brain because maybe you too are genetically predisposed to receiving certain kinds of signals, but it's just such a commonplace thing that everybody does and it's so in the niche that nobody really knows that they're receiving signals and they think like oh my God I'm having crazy thoughts but your intrusive thoughts are really just like the dude driving by had a really strong thought, you know, driving by down on your street, some random dude had a really strong thought and then you just picked that up and you think that's your thought, but it really is just like the radiation of that guy's stank aura. And it's really weird because I can't see aura and I can't see energy, but I can see energy. It's like.. I don't see it with my eyes, my whole body is an eye, sort of. And if I'm facing towards a particular source of radiation or whatever, I can feel it hitting me. It's like, have you ever had somebody point a laser pointer at you and you don't know? It's like you got your back turned or something, but you feel the laser pointer and you you're very like, what the fuck is on me? Because you can feel the weight of the laser pointer, even though it's infinitesinally small, it's a very tiny weight, but you can just sense it just that little bit. It throws off your equilibrium just so much that you can be like, what's that? And then you see that your friend's pointing a laser point at you. That's what it's like for me going through everyday life. And at the beginning of this podcast, you can hear it. There's just a bunch of stuff that just keeps going off. It's just thing after thing after thing. And I kept feeling it like, are you going to stop Adam? Come on, Adam. You usually stop when this stuff happens or you going to keep going? And like a sort of like pressure, like a like a like a energy, a radiation kind of trying to bully me around a little bit. And I'm just, I'm fuck you. I'm I'm just going to keep going. But it's interesting because I can feel it so clearly I can see it. I know that it is like a particular energy going off and it's because I'm trying to change the energy right now. but I can't like I can't point at it to somebody. That's the thing. I can't be like, look over there at that thing over there. That's the most difficult part about it. Because you can see like a a bad day coming off of somebody. And me, I'm just like, no, fuck that. About participating in that shit. You can feel their shit going on and you just, you feel it radiating off of them. And in me, I'm just. I don't I don't want to deal with that. I don't fuck with that energy, you know? because that energy's like always challenging me. And I'm like, dude, fuck you. Like, even at the beginning of this, like, I don't know what it is. Like, maybe I, within myself, feel a challenge. So as I'm going through the challenge, it creates other things to bring the challenge to the forefront of my mind so I feel challenged. But I fucking recorded a little snap Snapchat and I was like, dude, fuck, this is fucking dumb. Who am I even going to send this to? I don't even got no fucking friends that would find this interesting. Put the phone down, decided I wanted to take out my laptop and do a little podcast. My cat was fucking sleeping, dude. I didn't even like move a whole bunch. But for some reason, soon as I plugged in my laptop, my cat was like, oh, dude, I'm fucking with you. She just started fucking attacking the cord. And this is something it's like a problem with her. I have to keep fucking yelling at her because she likes to go after the chords and I'm like, dude, don't because you're going to get zacked and I'm not I'm not here for it. I'm not going to just like sit here and watch you get. It's like, I heard she bites too deep into the chord and then she freaks out. Yeah, she would learn to never bite chords again, but I don't want to fucking make her go through that. So I have to fucking yell at her and that's making me angry because I'm like fucking cut it out. Stop it. I'm trying to be chill going into this podcast, trying to put together all these logical fucking notes.. Meanwhile, I have this little shit rat on the fucking floor pawing at my cord. My laptop's about to fucking die. And I'm like, dude, fucking quit it. And what do I do? Do I take up that radiating anger and like, I'm gonna force the world to fucking stop it. And, like, you know, lay on the door and be forceful and really push out that radiating fucking aura of just like, don't you mess with me, boy. Puggy I'm gonna get you a good one. Or do I just fucking persevere, bro? Do I just fucking push through with the attitude that I want to fucking have and don't let any of these outside fucking factors play a bearing on who I am and how I'm reacting to them. So I fucking... you know, stop every time an airplane flies over. I stop every time a fucking car drive down the street. Or I just say, fuck it, dude. I don't give a fuck fucking shit. I want to talk about how radiation can drive people crazy and now I'm fucking dealing with a crazy radiation. It's like, who pointed the fucking crazy gun at at me? Bringing it around town. We're bringing it back.. But, yeah. It really is like what the fuck sometimes. When you set out to do something and you just find that things just keep being like, no, fuck you, dude. Like, you can't... Like, who the fuck are you? Who do you fucking think you are being in a type of. You're not you're a disembodied fucking radiation. All I have to do is turn on a fan. That's the thing, too. If you create a large enough radiation of your own, you don't have to deal with the outside radiation. It'll compensate. But that's where I said a second ago. Do I take up that fucking radiation just so I can get shit done? I don't like having that radiation inside of me. I don't like giving off that kind of radiation. So am I going to fucking let people force me into that so I can do the things that I want to do? Or am I just going to fucking simply do the things that I want to do irregardless of what's going on around around me. And if there's shit going on around me, then whatever have you, maybe over time, I will realize this is why I need a soundproof studio or something like that. Or even maybe over time it will play into the character of this podcast. People will be like, you know what? I look forward to hearing people outside in the back background. I look forward to like those little fucking bloopers that knock you off of your your spiels that you're on that suddenly, you know, pull you out of your presenter mode and put you into actually just being a fucking person again. And I like being a person. I'm here for being a person. I'm here for just chilling, booing, cooling. But sometimes you don't, you got them fucking people that don't like to chill, or cool. They're just fucking fucked up people. and putting off a fucked up radiation. They themselves may be a victim of this radiation. They got some fucking mischarged particles in their brain, making them do fucked up whack shit. Are you gonna let them throw your brain particles out of balance too, or are you gonna let their radiation enter your system and throw it off or what? And sometimes you are faced with situations where you're like, well, I can't fucking turn a blind eye to this shit, but it really is like, well, how do I fix this? That's where, like, pacifism is a really difficult challenge in this world because we live in a world that will fucking pull your beard and flick your nose. and pacifists just say, do what, you do what you have to do. You know, everything is, you know, you are you, I am me, I'm not gonna let you make me violent. I don't know, man. The only way I have known. The only way I've experi experienced how to stop those people that are in the middle of being controlled by the demon radiation. I want to go back into that, too, because a demon is actually a type of particle. It's called a designated electron motion. It's because a particle will move, its electrons will move in a certain designated way almost if its programmed to move in that way because of the structure of the atom or the molecule or what have you. And I think that's really interesting of an analogy because of you really could just think about it as a demon is a thing that doesn't have any free will. It is just a designated electron motion. A demon does what a demon does because a demon has to do what a demon has to do. It has no free will to choose otherwise. It is just, you know, if a demon is a frequency, a demon is just like negative 0.2 gigahertz and that's all it will ever be. But a human, we have the ability to change our frequencies and our outputs and things like that. We have access to the full emotional spectrum, you know, just like fucking the elders on OA. we can choose to do whatever we want with it. And like willpower is the most stable emotion. That's why they fucking chose to make the Green Lantern rings out of willpower green color of will because it was the most stable emotion that you could use the most widely varying things. You can have willpower, but also be a fearful person if your willpower isn't in pushing yourself through fear. You can have strong willpower to eat a whole lot of food. And that would get you a green lantern ring. But humans, we have access to the whole spectrum and demons designated electron motions, they don't. They are what they are, what they are. And there's only one fucking way I've learned how to stop those people, and I don't like that way. I don't like that way one bit. But I don't like the I don't like the alternative either, which is just letting them do what they do.. Because I have faith in people, I guess, at the end of the day. I believe that if somebody really wants to change, they can change. And that's them, you know, casting off that negative energy and really trying to put their best foot forward and change. But if people don't want to change, and they always are letting themselves be controlled by that negative energy, they're just a puppet. They're a pawn. And that's where it kind of goes back into what I was saying earlier earlier, like, these emotions, these waves of energy are traveling through the earth, like, where do they originate from? You know, like, is it the thing that gives us our own free will or is it the thing that challenges our free will? Is emotion and consciousness are they independent from one another or are they like codependent on each other? Does consciousness need emotion and in order to exist and just, well, obviously, emotion needs some form of consciousness to exist. So is it is emotion parasitic? or symbiotic, maybe? to consciousness. Because from the way I'm thinking about it, you can have consciousness, but sociopaths exist exist, so you can have consciousness without emotion. But you can't have emotion without consciousness. smiley face pin, but does that really have emotion? It doesn't have consciousness. In any attribute of emotion you can put on to it was was put there by somebody else's consciousness, so you can't really say that emotion can exist without a consciousness to interpret it. and I wonder if like the emotional radiation of the Earth is like at odds with our consciousness. Or the other way around, like is our consciousness at odds with the natural order of the Earth? And the natural rhythm of his radiation? It's a really interesting thought. experiment, is this thought experiments? It's really interesting thoughts to try and ponder on and try and come up with something as like a conclusion, but ultimately, it's one of those things that people must conclude for themselves. because like I learned with radiation, the facts have always been out there. It's just, sometimes you don't put two and two together. Like, oh my God, radiation causes schizophrenia. I wonder if people with schizophrenia are just predisposed to being more sensitive to radiation. Like, wow. I wonder if a lot of these things are just radiation problems. Are they just energy problems? And that's why, you know, bringing it all back to the energy episode. If you haven't listened to it now, now, go back, listen to it. Enjoy. Let's see if you can find the hidden messages within the hidden messages, within the bullshit.. But yeah, it really is like, it all leads back to energy. E equals MC squared, bro. Like, energy is mass times beet light, squared. Yeah, yeah, mass times speed light squared.. So everything is energy. It's just.. We have have that division between mass and energy and light that makes people think that they're separate, but they're just, you know, if you'll hear the metaphysical people say there's different densities to the vibrations. That's why sometimes like these metaphysical people too will say like some people are radiating because they're of a higher level, which means that they're less dense. It's fucking one of those oxymoronic things. They're out a higher frequency so that they're less dense. There you go. So then they're kind of like radiating a little bit. They kind of glow and they shine.. I fucking sneeze. I've been holding the sneeze back for like the last 20 minutes, dude. There is some serious. What, no fucking bless you? Brood. Fucking rude as hell, bro. What? Rude ass listeners. Bro yo- yo in that sneeze, dude. Every time you hear me go, um, there's some shit or some fucking pause in this podcast, It's because I was yo-yo in that sneeze. I don't know what the fuck is up with it. Like, maybe couldn't have been, like, rubbing my face in my cat's fur off. That couldn't have given me allergies at all. No fucking way, bro. It's gotta be like the, uh.. I don't know, but what the fuck else could give me allergies? The pollen in the air? It is it's pollen time. Pollen's the type of the trees are radiating their angospererm into the atmospherehere, pollen's type of radiation, it's a type of wave that can be measured. They measure their pollen density for the day. Everything ends up being frequencies and waves of something, a form of radiation. I think it's really kind of cool, but also kind of funny that we we kind of miss the mark sometimes and don't really realize that, oh shit, my TV's literally giving off electromagnetic r radiation that despite the fucking content that's on it, the TV itself is having a negative impact on my mental faculties because it's giving off. electromagnetic radiation that might be ionizing might be non-onizing. I don't know. You know, it's funny is um they came out this a long time ago when I was a little kid, they came out with ionizing air purifiers that positively ionize the air around you. In your room, that helped make dust fall the ground faster, and supposedly it helped keep the air cleaner. But I also wonder if it had a positive mental effect on people as well. You know, you're pumping your environment full of positive energy, does it really have a positive effect on you? And actually they have these things called negative ion generators. I believe that's what it's called. Might be a positive ion generator. I don't know. But. They're the things that ionize the air and the air purifiers, but if you take it out of the air purifier and you connect it to ground and then connect the other wire to your body, you can actually electrify your body on such a low level that it won't hurt you like overall, it won't, like, hurt your entire body, but, like, you'll be able to shock doork knobs and shit like that. be able to go, you know, be a little lightning man. You'll be able to give off static electricity because a negative ion generator is filling your body with static electricity. I can't say it doesn't hurt you, because when you touch the doork knob, you get fucking shocked, but I always thought that I was cool as shit, and I've always been like, yo, I want to figure out how to use my brain and body and nervous system in a way that is like that negative ion generator so I can can just shoot lightning bolts myself. I always thought that was cool. But going back, you know, throughout it all, I've always wanted to shoot lightning bolts. So I wonder what is that radiation, that energy, that what have you what not, that made me have that thought in the first place? And if you have any thoughts like that of things that you just thought were fucking sick since you were a little kid, like being able to throw a lightning pult, I want you to think on that this week. Like, what is it at your core level that made you wanna radiate out this thing in your life and where do these, you know, radiations of of thoughts, these waves of thoughts, where do they come from? And I guess that I guess that's it. I that's all. all I don't want to talk about. Crazy gun. You can make people schizophrenic by pointing a crazy gun at them.. Sometimes you can that ass fucking feel the aura. So that means that maybe all emotions are a form of radiation that may be noncalal. Might be, you know, at the center of the fucking earth, right? We got to journey to the center of the Earth together and we're going to figure out. But that's all we're going to figure out for this episode. I hope you keep it easy out there and